❂ eighth | audio post

[gazingup]

I pressed the button on my box last week.

I did it with full confidence, despite knowing that I would hurt someone- for all I know, I could have even killed someone. I- I can't I can't say I don't regret it, now that I've received nothing except guilt, but... you have to realize that I had to do it. I have to go home to Victoria. Don't all of you

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[treadingdawn]

Are you sure about the mushroom?

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[gazingup]

I'm sure.

No matter the friends I make here, what truly matters is keeping Yvaine safe for Victoria and returning home.

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[treadingdawn]

I see. Well it is admirable that you would want to keep Yvaine safe. I didn't think stars could be killed, but that is a very wrong presumption to make.

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[gazingup]

Stars live forever, but they're not infallible. And it's not... it's not to keep her safe for her own sake- it's just for Victoria.

[nobodyneedknow]

My, aren't we dramatic.

[gazingup]

Sometimes you can be a downright jerk, Dorian.

[nobodyneedknow]

And yet I'm being perfectly honest.

[gazingup]

I'm cursed. I can't control what comes from my mouth.

You, on the other hand.

[adamantined]

This is the second time I've heard about this button.

[gazingup]

It's better that you don't find out more. You might change your mind about a few people here.

I've- I've seen you around before.

[adamantined]

It's not really my style to just ignore something like that.

Really?

[kitschempress]

I too returned home, though perhaps for more selfish reasons than you. But no matter the reason, those who try to make one feel guilty for such actions... They are not without flaw themselves. Let he without sin throw the first stone.

You knew the consequences, you made your own choice. No one has a right to pass judgment on that except for God himself.

[gazingup]

I made my decision, and I may only regret it because I received nothing, but I have the means to make up for it. Nevertheless, I do feel guilty-- I do judge myself for pressing the button.

But I won't give anyone the mushroom.

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[2ndnightshift]

You're only as humdrum as you let yourself be.

audio | sldhf that icon lsjdhf /dies

[gazingup]

Which is exactly why I'll never give up on Victoria.

audio | o r l y? ahahahha

[2ndnightshift]

What about for you, though? What's she doing for you?

audio | it looks so stuffy and proper

[gazingup]

She's... she's giving me the chance to marry her?