I am awake at 5:30 in the morning. Shortly after returning home from work, I fell asleep and did not awaken until the wee hours ( Read more... )

When I look back at the self I was, the self I knew, I find myself a little unnerved and rather dissatisfied. I think I was a stick in the mud. I think I was no fun. I think I never really experienced passion or joy or even regret, because I wonder if I ever lived fully in those days. I thought I did, may have said I did, and I may have even ( Read more... )

I am no longer the same person I was ( Read more... )

With pith helmet and machete I forayed into the jungles of the past today. What I found there was many things, most quite pleasant, but alas, the moments were altogether far too fleeting. Once again, my unyielding introspection returns at the conversation's end, and consigns whatever momentary happiness I may have found to the void. And when I ( Read more... )

Well, your comments have got me thinking. I believe I can seamlessly incorporate what you've told me into my reordering of the universe; it just makes things even more complicated. On the one hand, when I'm writing this, I want to come off as if I'm rewriting Genesis, as though I'm laying down first-hand accounts of the divine; on the other hand ( Read more... )

Gazpacho, back on track. says:
I am very tired. I wish I was very drunk though. 'Cause I am very lonely.

Gazpacho, back on track. says:
If only one could be very very. Not an emotion, just a degree.

Gazpacho, back on track. says:
I would very much like to be very very, I think.

Gazpacho, back on track. says: I guess to be ( Read more... )

I fell asleep yesterday with every intent of updating at least once more, much to the chagrin of Lucid, very much intent on my being awake for the Onyxia raid. Being the only dwarf priest FTL; I keep telling them that they need at least one more. Not only would it take the sole burden of expectation off of my shoulders, but it would make the ( Read more... )

Anyone who just got added to my friends' list, this is David. Yes, -that- David. Also known as: Gazpacho, #3, 1lilpenguin, or just plain Dave, depending on where you know me from/how you know me at all. Just thought I'd give people notice, if they couldn't figure out who in the world gazpacho_ftw could be ( Read more... )

A lot has changed about me over the course of the past few years. My eyes have been opened to several different realities, some harsh and some pleasant, others purely cruel and empty. Perhaps its the most savage of these accepted truths that unnerve me the most; I really can't say for sure. My personality has been shaped by the tides of ( Read more... )