Playing with fire

[gballsout]

I've been smoking again. here and there and once a day at least. I know, I'm a big fat loser. I quit last march. I have no willpower and I miss it even though I agree it's a dirty disgusting habit. If I stop now, do I have to start over with new chips like in AA? Or can I count the year still?

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[gballsout]

an asterisk. hee!

[crazyred_head]

You know i'm with you since i've not re-quit since January. I try to just keep telling myself that if fall it is okay. And i will just quit again. I think if you beat yourself up about it, it just makes you want to smoke more. And god yes, i miss it so much. I don't think that feeling ever ends.