broken promises

[gbhippychick]

I can't even put into words what I'm thinking right now. I don't understand, and perhaps that's the problem. People say they're worried, and that I don't see what I'm getting myself into. That's correct, I don't. But I made a promise, and I will die before I break it. I just wish I knew how to help him. I know he has to help himself but it hurts

Comments

[sassybear104]

Feel better and know that I love you!!!

[vince_paul]

Call if you want to talk about anything grasshopper.... :)

[richsmithswm]

Just remember that this may be the only time of your life that it can be all about you. Later you'll have the responsibility of kids, aged parents etc. Take some time in your life to be "selfish." You probably won't get that chance often.

[mellymel_]

I hate cryptic posts! I do not know what you are talking about!! But I'd be glad to help if I can...

[gbhippychick]

Sum it up- My beloved cousin is a 20 year old male stuck in a 38 year old body. He's an addict, and he's never going to change. That is me coming to terms with the realization and expressing hurt that I can't help him.

[mellymel_]

I'm sorry you're hurting! Believe me, I know how much hurt addiction causes. Hugs to you!!!!!!!!!!

(and thanks for the translation!)

[gbhippychick]

Love u