The weather is so much nicer nowadays.
I absolutely love summer heat.
I just need to get through finals and all should be well... We hope.

However this may sound, I feel so much better now. I needed a couple of things to change in my life for this feeling to finally come about. I feel such a great weight lifted off of my shoulders. for the first time in almost a month I dont have to deal with that horrible feeling of emptiness and worthlessness. My stomach is no longer in tight ( Read more... )

I feel a little better. On my own for the first time. Things are gonna be shitty but I can rise above it, so long as I have something to look forward to. I think I've found that again.

Vamos a la playa!

(Psh Espanol)

Last night I came to her and I let her know how I felt, thankfully she had noticed and she consoled me. It may seem pathetic but I needed that. It helped a lot. I've been trying my best to put my life in perspective and I think I have a clear handle on whats ahead and what I need to do. I feel slightly better today and that is a first. I ( Read more... )

I feel less hollow and empty when my old friends fill the void. I need more distractions like last night or I need her to notice. I'm ok with either one right now.

"a penny saved is a penny uuhhh...well it's a cent...uhh.in spanish centavo...and you can put it in your pocket, cause it's yours and uh...cause ya earned it...The End ( Read more... )

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I just got home from the hospital, this is the second er visit this year ( Read more... )

Happy Anniversary Emily

I love you.