I really don't deserve to be treated the way I have been treated by you. I let people get the best of me to often then not. And I'm not being fair to myself. I torture myself with letting you treat me like shit time and time again. I constantly shrug it off and keep making up excuses for why your worth me caring about you. But your not worth it. ( Read more... )

+thinking about boys with liprings
+when michael tries to be angry with me [he loses]
+eating skeet soup..mmmm
+knowing college will be here soon.
and spring break and senior week. oh man..
+movies nights. [that include moulin rouge and
dawsons creek of course]
+coloring books
+stupid people. they are the best.
+oh and especiallyStaryanne1: ( Read more... )

I want so badly to believe that
"there is truth, that love is real".

And i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?

I'm so tired of playing these games with you..

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chiisaponbiki4: ill be so gentle

HAHAHAHAHHAHA! AHHHHHHHH...
mmmmm yes. indeed.

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I'm kinda sad about Out of Line last show being Friday night. And me missing it because I had to be at work. Their first show ever was in my back yard...on the tiniest part of my deck. It was my ninth grade end of the year party. They were sooo cute. And we all LOVED them. We thought they were the coolest thing yet. And so did they. I think we all ( Read more... )

Sooo today was excellent. I woke up @ 2:30 and felt wonderful [not nearly as sick as I have been] And then i walked around my house thinking of what I needed to do, which was nothing. Called Lindsey and made plans to go to Towson cuz we decided we didn't want to wait around for the boys. We brought Robbie with us though. Yayyy. We went to Towson ( Read more... )

( so i was bored. )