me. its crazy. im definetly "messy" i love it when my bed covers are all over the place two comforters, sheet, and a blanket just thrown all over. i absoultely love it. other things in my room could be cleaner and im working on that but the bed. i just love it. its so relaxed. but sometimes i do like it to be made. call me i dont even know. i just ( Read more... )

well i was told i needed an entry for tonight. so i thought what the hell right? although i've been pondering all night what in the hell i was going to write about. considering the fact that nothing interesting has happened. aside from the fact that i want to scream because this district sucks balls. and and. yes there is more. because people ( Read more... )

well i got a lot accomplished today. i didn't get all that much sleep. and here i am again ready to fall asleep at any given moment. and the thing that really sucks about it is that i know for a fact. is as soon as i go and lay down in bed i wont be so tired anymore. and then i might even have bigger problems with my acid relex. freaking ughh. ( Read more... )

one word. TIRED. yea thats me right now. i tried to finish my italian homework just now, yeah right that didn't happen. i was falling asleep. i've been up since 7:45 (new time), 6:30 (old time). and then i worked 6 hours. lets not go there, and then i went to aunt kims and took the kids trick-or-treating. joshie was soooooo cute. he was a little ( Read more... )

okay. so heres what just popped into my head. people always give me or anyone else shit for liking good charlotte, or simple plan. mostly good charlotte. mainly because they think they are poseurs, or that i am. or anyone who listens to them are. And they think they are fake, and pop music whatever. so they choose not to listen to them. They tell ( Read more... )

a punk in the non-punk way!

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so it's been a few days and what not. this week has been nothing but crazyness. and no sleep. i can't operate without sleep. and i definetly figured that one out this week. i came so close to just blowing every article of homework off, not matter the importance just to get some sleep. i was totally unrational. angery, depressed. i could go on. but ( Read more... )

sometimes i beg to differ. so here goes with my thought of the moment. then i will get on to how the weekend went. so i was thinking about this. sometimes yes its not worth the pain. because yes someone can walk all over you. and you can try giving them another chance, and most of the time eniveitably (yea yea i know that spelling of mine is not so ( Read more... )

so this week has been ups and downs. i got picked up early from school on tuesday, because i felt like crap. thanks to ash's mom for pickin me up :-) it means a lot. so i came home and slept and did some homework. wednesday gah gym. freaking mofo made me jog when im not supposed to, and he stole my freaking other note! bastard! anyways ( Read more... )

well today was okay.

i feel sick to my stomach from time to time.

and i need to finish my bio lab.

anyways. i wonder. a lot of things.

okay. so i will write more. i dont know what to write right now.

i love you guys.

write more tomorrow.

<3