I am SOO tired. I had to open this morning, meaning I had to get up at 4:15am. Well, I didn't even get to sleep until 1:20 or so. And to top things off, Tim called last night at like 2:20 and of course he was drunk and he was like trying to prank call me while he was drunk. He woke me up and I just flipped the fuck out on him. I told him to NEVER ( Read more... )

Tonight should be oh so fun. I'm closing again. That take up most of my night. Actually, it takes up ALL of my night. I won't get out of there until about 2:15am and then I have to be back at work at 11am. How sucky is that ( Read more... )

Jeff seriously makes me swoon more and more each day.

So, yeah. Everything's still a mess. I think everybody needs to get their priorities straight. I don't know what to think anymore. All I know is that I'm going to start caring about only myself in certain situations. Not worrying about if other people get mad at me, or their feelings hurt. You know? Sometimes I shouldn't care, but, I do. Because I ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking tired of being shit on. You know? You do nothing to someone, and they are suposed to be your best friend and then they treat you like shit. I'm fucking tired of it. Or if someone else is around ,they totally ignore you, or better yet treat you like the scum on the bottom of their shoes. Well, you know what? I'm done with it. I'm ( Read more... )

Ahh, finally a day off. Sucks, though, because I go back tomorrow. But I'll enjoy today as much as possible. I've got some errands to run in a bit to keep me busy. Andrea's first day back to work was today because she's been on vacation. I bet she's hating life right now ( Read more... )

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I really need a break from everything...or should I say SOMEONE. I don't know how to say it, though. Ugh. I hate shit like this.

I think I'm going to go to bed now. There's nothing else to do..nothing better for me to waste my time with. So, why bother?

No more drinking for me for an awful long time. I don't know what I drank, or how much, but I woke up this morning and I feel like I'm dying.

ugh. I work 6-Cl tonight, 10-5 Friday, and 6-Cl Saturday then I'm off Sunday. How exciting is that? I HATE WORK.

Ahh, so the long 14 hour trip is over. :( I'd drive 14 hours right now if I could just to see him again. He doesn't realize howimportant he is to me. It was good seeing him for 3 days, but hurt so much more to leave him like that ( Read more... )