it was horrible. i've never actually watched someone lose all will to live, but then i did and it was really weird and sick. he was a good guy, a fun guy. i met him at grandma's funeral. my dad is having a real tough time with it.
this has been the week of horrible, aweful, and hellish news.
tuesday was bad. wednesday was really bad. thursday i thought absolutely nothing could be worse. then today happened. AND ITS GETTING WORSE BY THE MINUTE
but this mean it really cant get worse, and must get better. i hope