TELL ME
Title: Tell Me
Pairing: G-Ri
Rating: PG
Summary: The future's bright. It's amazing and lovely. Jiyong thinks of reality without-with Seungri. Wife and kids- wonderful.
AN: Only one more week and I'm free from uni!
TELL ME
I'll sing to you. I'll write you a love song. I'll tell you I love you but I won't mean any of them. I'll smile, put my arm around your shoulder and let the cameras flash, snap photos of these momentous episodes. I'll answer their questions, Yes- He's gorgeous- He's mine. But- I won't mean any of them. I don't mean any of them.
You'll talk a million words a minute. You'll tell me you love me. You'll dance and the world is nothing but you and yet-but I am still nothing. You'll smile, laugh and it will sound so magical, so wonderful. You'll shake your head, you'll frown and you hate this game. Yes- I mean nothing to you. I am just that guy who is amazing.
It's funny how everything will one day pass by us and we'll regret every breath, every sigh and every held hands, every laugh we had together. We'll look back- everything we didn't mean and we'll run run run. Were you afraid? I was. I am. Funny, isn't it?
Maybe one day we'll understand this thing we share, we have. You'll dance and I'll rap a thousand words a heartbeat. What for me is a b c, for you it's 1 2 3. And for every broken whisper I write on your calloused hand, you'll dance dance and we'll fly fly. Gone.
One day I'll wake up and when I see you, I'll know it's you. You. Lee Seunghyun. We'll sit side by side, somewhere nice, quiet. We'll tease each other, throw insults once in a while but after awhile we'll run run run. Maybe you'll one day look at me and see me for who I am, just Kwon Jiyong.
I'll move around, away. I'll be flirting, singing, kissing everybody and everyone and you'll laugh, smile sweetly and turn to your close small circle of band members. Who's it gonna be this time? Seunghyun hyung? Youngbae'll be jealous. You know he likes you so so much.
Maybe I kinda regret teaching him the secrets, maybe I kinda hate myself for sharing. But you were never mine. I was always yours.
If another person will love you as much as I do I'll be happy. I'll give you up willingly. If you'll laugh the way you do with me when you're with them, I'll let you go, I'll leave and forget whatever we have- no name and confusing- whatever you want to call it.
It's deafening, this silence. We'll grow up, we'll forgive all these mistakes we've done. Daesung won't tell anybody what he sees and I'm sure Youngbae'll understand. We all know you'll find a person as wonderful as I am one day, someone who's right and not wrong. So they'll let this pass- everything so far pass.
One day I'll get married and I want you to be my neighbor. You'll live beside my house and we'll invite each other over for dinner. Our children'll be friends and we'll be pushing each other down corridors, halls. Our laughs would be bold, boisterous, My HyeSun's prettier than your HanMi! - Yes, of course, because she takes after her mother and not you. But I won't mention that you're more gorgeous than your wife.
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby.
We'll laugh and we'll laugh. I'll write you a love song and you'll sing it. And everything'll be fine. Everything'll be okay with you and I.
But for now-
But for now, let's just continue not meaning any of it.
Let's just laugh in front of cameras and not mean any of it.
AN: I seriously miss being online every minute of every day. I hope this week will pass by quickly. I have a lot of fics I want to write *grins wickedly*
Pairing: G-Ri
Rating: PG
Summary: The future's bright. It's amazing and lovely. Jiyong thinks of reality without-with Seungri. Wife and kids- wonderful.
AN: Only one more week and I'm free from uni!
TELL ME
I'll sing to you. I'll write you a love song. I'll tell you I love you but I won't mean any of them. I'll smile, put my arm around your shoulder and let the cameras flash, snap photos of these momentous episodes. I'll answer their questions, Yes- He's gorgeous- He's mine. But- I won't mean any of them. I don't mean any of them.
You'll talk a million words a minute. You'll tell me you love me. You'll dance and the world is nothing but you and yet-but I am still nothing. You'll smile, laugh and it will sound so magical, so wonderful. You'll shake your head, you'll frown and you hate this game. Yes- I mean nothing to you. I am just that guy who is amazing.
It's funny how everything will one day pass by us and we'll regret every breath, every sigh and every held hands, every laugh we had together. We'll look back- everything we didn't mean and we'll run run run. Were you afraid? I was. I am. Funny, isn't it?
Maybe one day we'll understand this thing we share, we have. You'll dance and I'll rap a thousand words a heartbeat. What for me is a b c, for you it's 1 2 3. And for every broken whisper I write on your calloused hand, you'll dance dance and we'll fly fly. Gone.
One day I'll wake up and when I see you, I'll know it's you. You. Lee Seunghyun. We'll sit side by side, somewhere nice, quiet. We'll tease each other, throw insults once in a while but after awhile we'll run run run. Maybe you'll one day look at me and see me for who I am, just Kwon Jiyong.
I'll move around, away. I'll be flirting, singing, kissing everybody and everyone and you'll laugh, smile sweetly and turn to your close small circle of band members. Who's it gonna be this time? Seunghyun hyung? Youngbae'll be jealous. You know he likes you so so much.
Maybe I kinda regret teaching him the secrets, maybe I kinda hate myself for sharing. But you were never mine. I was always yours.
If another person will love you as much as I do I'll be happy. I'll give you up willingly. If you'll laugh the way you do with me when you're with them, I'll let you go, I'll leave and forget whatever we have- no name and confusing- whatever you want to call it.
It's deafening, this silence. We'll grow up, we'll forgive all these mistakes we've done. Daesung won't tell anybody what he sees and I'm sure Youngbae'll understand. We all know you'll find a person as wonderful as I am one day, someone who's right and not wrong. So they'll let this pass- everything so far pass.
One day I'll get married and I want you to be my neighbor. You'll live beside my house and we'll invite each other over for dinner. Our children'll be friends and we'll be pushing each other down corridors, halls. Our laughs would be bold, boisterous, My HyeSun's prettier than your HanMi! - Yes, of course, because she takes after her mother and not you. But I won't mention that you're more gorgeous than your wife.
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby.
We'll laugh and we'll laugh. I'll write you a love song and you'll sing it. And everything'll be fine. Everything'll be okay with you and I.
But for now-
But for now, let's just continue not meaning any of it.
Let's just laugh in front of cameras and not mean any of it.
AN: I seriously miss being online every minute of every day. I hope this week will pass by quickly. I have a lot of fics I want to write *grins wickedly*