Lately I've been doing a lot of thinking about what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, and I often think about my grandfather, who passed away on August 29, 2004. I miss him more and more every day, and he will never be forgotten by me. I spend every day trying to make him proud of me. He fought cancer in three different parts of his body ( Read more... )

I think I'll just give up. You know, just quit while I'm ahead. Lately I've felt like I'm really not important. I gave everything I had, and it didn't seem to help anyone ( Read more... )

I had happiness in the palm of my hand, and I let it slip away again ( Read more... )

I just thought I would post some of my favorite memories and who was there for them, and hopefully thinking about them will help you remember a time when we were all getting along ( Read more... )

LIVEJOURNAL RUINS LIVES

I'm happy. and I love you all ( Read more... )

So I had probably the best weekend of my life. It started with the drive home from Burlington with my favorite neighbor, Ashley T. I picked up the beautiful and talented Liz at her house and we were off to New Hampshire. We made it to my sister's college without any mishaps, which was nice. We met up with Danielle and her hot friend, Meg. They ( Read more... )

Nichole called last night. All it took was to hear that voice on the other end of the phone line again after all this time to bring it all down around my head. I wish I could just forget about some things, but I don't think I'm supposed to get over some stuff easily. I guess it was just a false sense of happiness that I've been living with for ( Read more... )

so I had a blast at movie night.....even though I got there about 4 hours late ( Read more... )

so I'm sitting at home procrastinating right now. You see, I've got this paper to write that was due last week, and I haven't started it yet. I'm performing right up to my standards so far in college. I really thought I would do things differently schoolwork-wise than I did in high school. It turns out I'm doing things exactly the same way. Oh ( Read more... )