There is no one in the place but no one said goodbye

[gebrauchmusik]

A lot of days I think the world is just too fast for me. Details are just details I guess- but things seen and heard can always be so much more when time allows. Sitting at the piano my heart feels heavy and truly I am torn apart by the fact that I will never be able to give it enough time. I've sat with a schedule and tried fruitlessly to make

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[frigglefritz]

Sitting beside me right now is an empty journal that I just sat down to write unfinished projects, plans to clean the house, plans for the future... etc. in...
I know where you are... I think its the post university waste ground...
chin up, I'm sure we'll both make it through here and to the other side..

and if I don't I'm coming to live with you ;)

Lou Barlow is always the answer (and the Weakerthans has been on in my car for weeks)

[gebrauchmusik]

wow- "post university waste ground" is perhaps the best way one could ever describe this. That is EXACTLY what it is. Back when we started university it was appropriate to test the waters and try different things to see what we liked. I feel like now we're getting to the age where it is expected that we have found whatever we were looking for and should be pursuing that thing. But what do you do when you loved everything? Grow marijuana in your basement so that you don't have to work as much and therefore have time to practice the piano? Is that what we should do Erin?

[frigglefritz]

if only i had a basement