I stress out alot these days, but I get so much more done.

Is it worth it?
I don't really know how to undo it.

ps: I'm getting sick of these Vimax advertisements for man parts. NO. I do not want to add 4 inches! Anyone concur?

 I held back tears of frustration as i left my house, late for work. I couldn't find my shoe so I tore up my room looking for it,( literally, It looks like a huge struggle or kidnapping took place here. I broke some things too. ) I had snapped at my mom for telling me to eat my toast "while its still warm" and I almost sent some very angry 4 letter ( Read more... )

 I took Taylor's macbook to Starbucks tonight to work on my Film paper. Several of my co-workers made comments on it and I totally pretended it was mine. I have GOT to get me one of these babies! So much fun ( Read more... )

So. tired ( Read more... )

- I went to the dentist on wednesday for the first time since I was about eleven. They said my teeth were wonderful considering how long it had been.....EXCEPT I have a fatty cavity. just one. and they're saying I might need a root canal and maybe a crown. I don't even know what those are but have you seen FINDING NEMO? Root canals aren't a day in ( Read more... )

Top 15 New Year's Resolutions (in no particular order).
 1. Make light of situations that I don't particularly want to be in. [not going to so well. I've been really stressed lately so those situations that I don't want to be in just add more stress and I end up bursting at the seems. I'm taking Saturday for myself to see if I can sort through my ( Read more... )

I got accepted to Cal Baptist today. Two years ago, I swore I'd never settle for what everyone else was doing and attend that college. Now, I can't wait. Its the next step in my life, and its a beautiful place (for a price, of course haha).  I can't wait for the opportunities to get involved in the causes that I'm passionate about. I can't wait to ( Read more... )

I am trying to be calm because I know I'm not the only one who isn't making ends meet.

I'm so confused.
Isn't "I have a boyfriend" your queue to stop pursuing me?

Normally I'd be flattered, but I have Taylor and couldn't ask for anything more wonderful.
This just makes me awkward and nervous.
Please find someone else!

Eeep!

I'm ready to move out.

I envy people like Tasha, who has a quaint little room with walls painted of morning fog that she can decorate. A view that she can stare at while she drinks her early tea. She lives on her own and that experience has allowed her to grow.

I realize that you don't have to be grown to be able to live on your own. The actual ( Read more... )