tell me why you did it, everything's falling apart

[geek_among_men]

It looks ready to storm outside.

Best day for therapy, amirite?

EDIT: So this entry is not entirely useless.

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's

Comments

[anonymous]

I wish every time I thought it was getting better, it didn't get worse.

[geek_among_men]

I hear you loud and clear, anon. It's like one step forward, a giant leap back. Life sucks like that. But sometimes it gives you a break and you're able to run farther than where you would have been. Don't lose faith. <3

[anonymous]

I feel like the only time I'm appreciated is when I'm at school. Sometimes I hate going home. And it's not like I have a terrible family -- I have a great family; I just don't connect with them and I always let them down.

[geek_among_men]

This. Times about a million.

When I was in high school, I dreaded going home once in a while. You tell them you made a B on a test, and immediately it's, "Why isn't it an A? Didn't you study? Why didn't you do better?" It's not fair. To any of us. *hug*

Things 'n' stuff

[anonymous]

The whole Web scene changes for me every few years. I fall out of the loop, or else the loop falls apart; and so back to square one I go. This time around, I ventured into (shall we say) AnimeLand; and although it's been a rewarding experience on a few levels, the over-arching impression is one of contentious people who love tearing things down rather than discussing whys and wherefores of that story-telling medium.

Iconoclasts are only interesting for a little while, so I'm working my way out of the anime-games-manga cyber world of malcontents and back into that quadrant occupied by my Webby friends of yore. These cyber-culture changes are draining, but there's something worthwhile to be learned from them.