life makes no sense at all.

i hate feelings

i hate hurting because of how life isnt fair.

spirit week can be amusing. I got my picture taken 7 times today.. yes i believe it was 7. um... and i sucked on my SATs again.
my english stayed the same.. and in math i went up 20.

great.

I feel like a jerk.

I ate her mashed potatoes :(

I have not updated you... you poor abandoned FOOL!

whats to say?... hm

work is fine. sucks sometimes but what can ya do?
visited MCLA...enjoyed it greatly.
Halloween is this weekend...Overly excited about that
plans include: friday night a horror movie night at Caits church... yes a church (I hope it doesnt collapse when i walk in...) theeeeen ( Read more... )

I feel as though I'm going to feel so very alone and afraid when senior year ends.

I wont have anyone if I go to MCLA... But I want so badly to go there..
I also think Salem state looks sexy right now, no idea.

I just...dont want to be alone?

Yes, so I think I may be abandoning this journal for good... mainly because I never updated and lately... I havent gave a rats ass about what other people are writing either. I'm cruel I know? but please... who reads mine? anywho... so I'm going to just write in my Greatest journal from now on because, its... funner? and because my dear little ( Read more... )

relections ( Read more... )

sigh... im having a rough time lately, i hate this journal because i never write in it anymore... and no one comments anyways.

I'm not writting that so people will comment, i wrote it because its true.

my mind is cluttered with stuff right now... i dont know what to do.

dear life,

thank you for the friends you've given me.

but fuck you for taken them all away.

Work is fucking terrible somedays...

yeah... another thing...

I'm annoyed, very annoyed.

BYE.