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1. I went to see Alix and Jason today. They were in town on their way to Ottawa to go to Brent's wedding (Brent=Eirelyn and Heather's step-dad?). It was weird, it's been a year since I saw her last and so much has changed. It wasn't like I thought it would be, which made me realize the act she was putting on when she was leading youth group. But it was nice. We were praying before she and Jason left and I just felt so overcome by the thought that this was the woman who really helped me gain faith. Like, Erin has helped me along the path A LOT, but Alix was the one that really helped me gain faith. And it was just a weird feeling because of her, my life if the way it is right now. The way I think is because of her (kindof).
2. I was talking to my friend (?) Finn today after I got home. And I don't know how it got to this point of the conversation but we were arguing about the way the government funds things and how they choose what to fund. And he was going on about how doctors shouldn't get paid so much and how the government should give money to the homeless and we shouldn't have an army. My GOD! He calls himself and anarchist. He thinks he knows so much but in the end I really just couldn't stop thinking 'Wow are you DUMB! Your supposed ideals are pathetic' He said something about he wasn't going to do anything until the government fixed things. I don't know, some people just grab out at these opinions without researching them and just thinking "Okay, this is what I'm going to stand for". I mean I don't know tons about the government and what it's doing at the moment but at least I get off my ass and volunteer and try to fix things that suck. At least I go and help with things like soup kitchens and getting food for St Matthews house. Grr, conclusion = people who sit on their ass and complain about things they could help with PISS ME OFF!!
3. Yesterday I went to a movie with Spence and Tristan. Lord of War or something. Anywho so we went back to Spencer's house and sat on the porch and talked forever. After Tris went home Spencer and I started talking about stuff. And the conversation got to Jill. She's been really annoying us lately. She's so damn clingy, everywhere we go she has to go too. She's constantly talking about my body, my boobs, my ass, what size pants I wear. She's always asking ME to talk to her neighbour for her who she likes. She's always wanting to go on walks down busier streets so that she can laugh when guys honk at me. And finally she's always insulting me. About EVERYTHING. It drives me NUUUUUTS! Spence came to the conclusion that she's lonely, jealous of me, we're her only friends and so she makes fun of me to make herself feel better. But lately it's just been getting out of hand, last night she phoned Spencer's cell 4 times when we were in the theatre and then when he phoned her after to ask her if she was the one that called and she wouldn't let him go... grrr
4. My sister's really pissed off at me because I'm dressing up with Evan for Halloween. She also keeps yelling at me for my opinion of Jill lately (annoying). That's also getting annoying. Conclusion = yarrr, everything be annoying me matey.
5. You know I didn't take my meds the night before when I almost start crying because my bus drives by me after I've started walking because HSR bus check said it was going to be 56 minutes.
6. Something I've been waiting quite awhile has been decided on. Hopefully it'll pull through and actually happen. It'd be very nice for that to happen and work out. Lol, yes I'm going to leave you in the dark about what it actually is, Beka knows what it is, but I just want you guys to know that I'm happy about something
7. Yesterday it was raining really hard in the afternoon and so before leaving for cross country I changed into a pair of workout/running shorts I had in my bag so that I wouldn't get my jeans muddy and wet. But because my legs were bare, they got wet and caused me to be very cold. Also they made the perfect surface for which the bugs could bite me. But it was really beautiful in the woods with the rain. All of my favourite coulours (green, brown and water). From now on I'm going to have a bag of garbage bagsin my locker for days when it's raining so that I can hand them out to people so their stuff doesn't get so damn wet, because I felt bad for themmm (Spencer did his best to cover everyones stuff with umbrellas).
8. Tristan got MUGGED. Except for he's alright that's all I feel like writing because this is getting boring.