can't it be that the people who matter to you most show that they really care?

dang. i feel so damn alone.

hindi kita namimiss!

hindeeeeh!

makita mo. papakita ko sayo. hah. ano ha?!

tanginang utak ayaw makisama. huhuhuhuhuhuhuh. :((

bwiseeeeettt. sapakin nyo nga ako. plis?

cut all the crap. i'm turning a new leaf ( Read more... )

yeah. we would have been 4 years 4 months today ( Read more... )

if you could teach me what is like
to take the first breath
i could not take
when i meet you in the eye
i would wake
into a dream of endless fall
eliciting screams
of anticipation
of madness
of joy
like losing my mind
to an invisible trapdoor
of infinite streams of moonlight beams
and tantalized psychedelic light
a highness beyond sight

when you go back to contemplate upon things you've said on ym... it is just amazing. it scares you to realize you may actually be feeling things you are denying just because ( Read more... )

i am going to begin this love affair with my self today and not look back to ugly ghosts of things that shouldn't have been and should not have been done ( Read more... )

Dear self,

Please get a grip. Think of something witty, nice and impressive. Show some sense of humor or a sense of reponsibility. Be something admirable. And please keep that stupid jaw in place you dope.

You're a nervous wreck, and you hardly look charming. How can you be? You laugh at petty little things and you always put on this stupid ( Read more... )

the world is in the color of cotton candy these days... :)

WHOOOOOPDEEEEEEDOOOOOO...

if what i feel is poison, then i'd have had my nth reincarnation. but those will be n happy deaths, you see. i'd love to die this way over and over ( Read more... )