Friends Cut!

[gelifish]

Friends list has been trimmed~! Journals removed were ones belonging all to people I love --- because you'd never have been friended at all if I didn't at the least enjoy you mildly 8D --- but journals I didn't read or had fallen inactive or were redunant.
Love to you all still! (* 3*)/ Short and sweet!

~♥~

Comments

[gelifish]

NEVER MY LOOOOOVE ♥ ♥ ♥ :D Your is a delicious journal, it is like candy 8D

[gelifish]

rofl yeeaah. Well, some people are insecure and lame and put waaaay too much emphasis on these things. :/

[pkstar]

Touché.

[gelifish]

*shrugs* That wasn't directed at you, but if you're going to reply like that... You've not been around for awhile. It wasn't my way of saying "You're not my friend anymore." It was just me cleaning up a bunch of journals I thought were no longer in use on my friend's list. That aside, on the rare occasion you do post, it's a huge block of perpetual negativity that I honestly have a hard time reading, not out of any lack of caring, but because I'm too far away to help, and it never seems to change. I care about you, and the status of an internet blog really shouldn't define friendship.

[pkstar]

I take it the dotted lines mean I was screened?--Yes, as I can't even reply to my own screened comments like this. Which would also state as to why I can't find or reply to, on this page, something my email tells me that you allegedly posted:

"...that's not what I have ever taken "touche" to mean ~.~

At any rate, I've been abrasive about the internet of late -- I just like to keep my journal such that I will read everything on my flist, and keeping lines of communication open is nice, but I feel like a total piece of shit if I just scroll past a friend, or if I resort to using friends filters to read. And my journal, fortunately or un, is all about me.

Do you have facebook? I find that to be worth worlds more for maintaining contact, and I'd gladly add you there."Regardless, in response, when have I ever been orthodox enough to not play with word toneage? It's just like using the phrase "huh" to be questioning, declerative, oblivious, snotty, etc. But if you would naturally assume me hostile, that's...concerning. Whichever, it

[gelifish]

I didn't realize screening did that, I simply figured that it's a private conversation and as such could remain so -- I apologize that I used it incorrectly.

Hostile, perhaps not as much, but unorthodox mannerisms on the internet are not always perceived properly. But as you said-- it doesn't really matter anymore.

You're right that that's not worth the trouble, and thank you for the good luck, it may have tipped the balance. My life-- I forget anyone else is interested, I post mostly to record for myself, so it seems to mean little until I am forced to recognize it. If you really are that interested, I will readd you. I think I'm starting to realize what you mean; it's more important that it's there than that one reads it.

[pkstar]

It's not a big deal. I just can't see anything you screen except my own entries because I don't have permission to, according to your journal's settings.

Agreed.

Tipped the balance? I posted for myself, as well, that's why I sometimes didn't pay attention to what I said, or used it as a vent for all of my negative emotions. That's also why I would never ask anyone who does not want to deal with my words to force themselves to read or reply to it. In the end, venting sorrow helped me, but I've come to realize since then that being eternally negative helps no one, especially not myself.

It's good to see you're grasping a bit of what I meant. I care about you but do not want my presence to effect you negatively, and while I feel that, particularly with my improved attitude, it would not, I also do not want to risk that. I would hate for you to feel helpless to do anything or simply weighed down by what problems I do have. So, I appreciate your support from afar and am glad to have it. Know that you have mine in return.