new laptop is up and runnin. got all the drivers, including the wireless card workin. and i figured out how to set up a network all by myself all over again. now only 6 more days of work until another day off, all so i can move all my shit and then some. hopefully people will quit lying through their teeth about everything and come to a sense ( Read more... )

today was worse than any day this week, why after 2 weeks am i still feeling physical withdrawls? i havent cheated, havent even eaten percs or vicodin, and if what i just heard is true, some of the problems i thought this would resolve are still present, and people need to get their fucking priorities straight if they think im still gonna help ( Read more... )

2 weeks clean...still wondering if it's worth it.

now i realize why i did heroin. 9 days clean and life really doesnt seem to be any better. i have the best medication to take the withdrawls away but it still doesnt help all the way. yeah im clean, im healthier, im actually eating full meals more than once a day again. Billy and i are talking again, a lot actually, we're moving into a two ( Read more... )

it's funny that i've straightened most of my shit out and am on my way to becoming clean. if all goes well i'll be done by tuesday, but seeing as i live with someone who appreciates NOTHING that i do in their favor it may be harder than i expected. you live here for FREE and when i ask a favor for you to bring back a few pills for me when you go ( Read more... )

that was one of the harder things i've ever done in my life. i've never appreciated parents as much as i do now, even tho it wasnt even my own. all this shit is doing is fucking up my life, and others around me, i am partially to blame, but at least i can admit it, it's gonna take those others to admit their faults too and to do what is right to ( Read more... )

yeah, fraudulant, malicious, and trecherous fit perfectly.

so your new rent amount is gonna be 494.82, or you owe me 164.35 for every month i pay what would be gabes full share. you guys are gonna treat me like shit, i'll be damned if im gonna pay for your sorry asses to live here.

ok if it's gonna be that way i'll just keep track of the half that you owe me and we'll add it up at the end of the lease and you can pay me off in payments. that's what happens when i pay your share and you guys are just assholes the whole time.

what the fuck did i say about spending money on drugs when you dont even have enough to pay your fucking share of the bills?? you think power should be split 50 50 when there's two of you and one of me, well i dunno about you but i sure as hell dont think i should be spending MORE on it than the both of you combined, especially when your gf ( Read more... )