so two of my roommates are lying to me, the other one is moving out. money is being taken by junkies un-named. im being blamed for someone else ripping me off. and im going to be stuck living in a place that i despise with people who just use me like everyone else. nobody really gives a shit, as long as they benefit from it it doesnt matter. i ( Read more... )

worst sleep of my life. why am i so depressed right now?

all the thoughts running through my head are just the lies that have been thrown at me so people can use me for what they want, i've been waking up every 45 minutes or so with a different person on my mind to add to my shit list, and it seems im running out.

i feel like shit in so many

so once again tonight was ruined by an immature FUCKHOLE. both of my roommates are fucking assholes, and both of them are about as mature as a fucking 5 year old. seriously, at fucking 2 am who slams their door a dozen fucking times just to be melodramatic and let everyone know he's pissed off? if you say you're gonna fucking move out then do it ( Read more... )

sooo uhmm...billy's decided to move out once again. he's paying rent for a month after he says and then he doesnt care. it should really be gabe's whiney childish ass that should be moving out but with as thick headed as he is he'll never see that he's the one causing all the problems. apparently it wasnt a problem to chris that ryan started ( Read more... )

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i now know a way i can break the lease in this appartment without fucking up my credit. i dont know if i will do it, but i do know that i want to, i dont wanna fuck billy over, but gabe and chris i could give a shit about. all the problems are generating from those two, i knew i should have waited longer to get to know him before i moved in with ( Read more... )

my car got broken into. they shattered my driver window, took my 280 some count cd book that was packed full. and my boss still expects me to fucking work today. i got glass in my foot. a neighbor saw it happen and didnt do shit about it. if i find out who did it i will hunt them down and personally torture them to death ( Read more... )

for those of you who think im ignoring you, im not. i've been binging on heroin and spending my time with someone i find important. im not going to be on here much anymore, but i do have a cell phone, which none of you ever call. and im sick of bitching in here to people who dont give a shit because it's just a waste of my time. i'll be working ( Read more... )

i guess i should have expected this to happen, especially from someone i've never met in person.

it still really fucking sucks tho. everyone's the same. i'll never find anyone.

i really hate it when people tell me they're going to do shit with me then totally fucking ditch out. it happened to me 3 times tonight, and being totally fucking hammered and fucked up on h doesnt help the emotional side-effects of being lied to by more than one person. thanks.