this life's like living in the gutter, all this pain just makes you feel down

[gem_in_eye]

If I died tomorrow what would you say to me today?

What you would you tell me knowing I wouldn't be on this earth anymore?

Would it just be the good things you think about me or would it be everything good and bad?

I'm interested to know....

Comments

[kiss_my_class]

Thank you, Sarah, for everything you've given me and taught me- especially the latter.

I wish our friendship was as strong as it used to be. Without that, though, I might not have learned how to deal with the fact that relationships change; they evolve as people do. And that even though a friendship isn't "best" anymore, that doesn't mean it can't be special.

A lot of my memories over the last four years involve you- from you being one of the first people to actually be nice to me when I moved here, all the way through Rent and beyond. And I thank you for that, because memories are one of the few things that don't change.

When I remember you, I'll remember the good times and the bad, because a thing must be flawed to be beautiful. Perfection is boring.

PS. I love you. Please don't die. If this is a warning sign that you're contemplating suicide, I am SO going to tell Mrs. Lanyon.

PPS. On a seriouser note. I'm still here if you need to talk. And if you don't die tomorrow, we should hang out soon.

[greeneyes021]

sarah, are you okay? do you remember my phone number? if you need anything, please use it.

i love you and miss you.

haha

[gem_in_eye]

I do appreciate the concern however I am fine. It's just a question. I was discussing this with a friend of mine today, why people say all those nice things when you are gone but not while you are here. Please do not refer me to guidance.. thank you.