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Oct 26, 2007 15:50

I must really work on timing...

But.. despite all that that is happening at the moment, I am growing more worried over Subaru-san's continued state. I had hoped he would wake up, but there is no sign that he will.. Other than speaking in his sleep at sometimes, it is as if he isn't even there..

Is there anyone who would know of a way to help him ( Read more... )

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glacialis October 26 2007, 23:23:23 UTC
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What do you mean...? So far gone into himself?

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gemini_running October 26 2007, 23:29:05 UTC
He... he died.. And though he has returned to 'life', it is hardly a life. He only sleeps and sleeps and will not be roused.

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glacialis October 26 2007, 23:39:16 UTC
... ... hardly a life....

Someone who has willingly submitted themselves... into a state of death in life? Why would someone do that?

[ooc; Humans being compassionate? What is this crap? XD ]

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gemini_running October 26 2007, 23:43:41 UTC
Willingly? I'm.. not so sure. But you must understand.. I know Subaru-san.. is not entirely sure if he wants to come back. I dont think he feels there is much joy to be found in life.. ever again.

But he's wrong! And I'm afraid he'll never see that if he doesn't come away from himself.. and see that people love him.

[ooc; adhljfhas you've just met Mr. Ultra Compassionate, my dear!]

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glacialis October 27 2007, 00:06:22 UTC
And do you... love him?

I could... tch. Your heart... you're pure. Very pure... even though I'm not looking into your mind, your love is...

Hm. Humans... they simply adore despairing.

[ooc; He's feeling bad for Cupcake-chan, but disgusted at the fact that someone would be dead in life. Save Subaru with your love! ;^; ]

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gemini_running October 27 2007, 00:11:45 UTC
Ah--I... Er--. I.. I have never thought about it in such a way. Subaru-san shares my soul. We... we are the same person, in a sense, but from different worlds.. I do not know if.. "love" is the right word for how I feel.

It is not just humans who feel this way..

[ooc; ;333; Cupcake-chan cannot help but inspire squishy feelings! loooove]

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glacialis October 27 2007, 00:19:55 UTC
Same person... this man and you. How strange...

Hmph. If he seems to feel that way, then let him. It's not your business to worry for someone who has lost all love for life.

Is it really HIS happiness you want, or your own?

[ooc; He needs to be a brat first, then he'll help. :3 He's just testing the loyalty. xD ]

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incendious October 27 2007, 00:31:19 UTC
Keith! He might not be feeling that way because he wants to! There's most likely a lot more connected to it.

Even if they're connected it doesn't mean his intentions aren't good ones!

...not to mention if, Subaru, right? If Subaru is in that kind of state and he's lost or unable to escape it himself then it's not fair to just leave him in that situation. Especially if we have the ability to at least check.

[ooc; The metaphorical rolled-up-newspaper-on-the-nose technique for Keith right there ¬¬;; ]

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glacialis October 27 2007, 00:42:55 UTC
... it's none of our business. Humans will always find some way to bring themselves despair.

... I suppose we could take a look, at least. It seems like a lost cause either way.

[ooc; Owie, says Keith! And grumbles. ;; ]

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incendious October 27 2007, 01:03:56 UTC
It's not just humans.

[ Woudldn't it be the same if something like that happened to me, for example? ]

I'd like to try and help if we can, or I can do it if you'd rather not.

[ If you're really disgusted by it, I mean. I don't mind. ]

[ooc; Yeah, he'd better grumble *shakes newspaper* Being men to the kid like that, jeeze! ♥ ]

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glacialis October 27 2007, 01:11:16 UTC
As far as I've seen.

[ You're different. ]

Hm. Fine. You, vampire. He can help.

[ I sense far too much despair. I don't want to experience that unless it's absolutely necessary. ]

[ooc; And Keith reveals he knows what Cupcake-chan is. ;; ]

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incendious October 27 2007, 01:22:28 UTC
[ That's cheating. We're not that different. ]

Well then... Smaller Subaru, right? I'll help if I can! Keith and I are Psychiccers. If you want me to try and look into the... other Subaru's mind and heart I'll certainly do my best Subaru and Subaru... Heh, confusing!

[ I want to help if I can, even if it's as painful as it seems. It's horrible to just leave someone like that... ]

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gemini_running October 29 2007, 15:55:25 UTC
Ah--! Th.. that would be very kind. It must be wonderful to have such a gift. If there would be a good time for you to see him..

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incendious October 30 2007, 01:45:27 UTC
Heh, I'd call it double-edged, like most things. Sometimes it's wonderful like you say... Sometimes it's not.

Any time is fine by me, really. I can come whenever it best suited to you guys.

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gemini_running October 30 2007, 15:58:33 UTC
Ah yes, that's very true.

Sooner.. the better? I mean, please do not hurry yourself, but I do feel this has gone on long enough.

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gemini_running October 29 2007, 15:48:57 UTC
I'm sure there are other yous in different worlds, as well. Yuuko-san says so.

M.. my own happiness? I wonder.. I cannot deny being a selfish person, and that it would bring be joy for Subaru-san to be back with us. And perhaps.. perhaps Subaru-san would be happier in such a place.. but I know he does not want to bring Ranmaru-san pain, and being like this is painful... and so.. I hope that.. if he is able to just realize that he is loved.. perhaps he can feel joy again.

[ooc; cupcake-chan is trying hard to explain himself ;33;]

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