id like to thank you for being my friend

some view us as either sheep pigs or dogs. i opt for a my own fourth option

i prefer keeping myself a mystery. it gives the opportunity for anyone to figure me out.

ever wonder if your alone in the universe.
it was a fun thought while it lasted
i dont really care or wonder
i know im alone in this world

im disgusted with myself, but no more than anyone else.
i hate the things i think, and i hate the emotions each individual impose onto me
its my fault its my fault its my fault
its my fallt

you all disgust me

im goin to bed

fuck it

fuck you

Dont wanna be a demon, but i wanna be Demonic

that feeling that comes over you, that way a certain someone makes you quiver ( Read more... )

sometimes, it seems as tho ppl fight, but its just their way of communicating. sometimes, it pisses me off. this time, enough i was too tired to get away from it, i dont care anymore, leave me out of it ( Read more... )

i am going to do what it is i know i have to do, im just hoping (you) will be there by the end of it all.

(cause thats the one thing)

on the way to a better tomorrow

i know, i kind of always knew, what i need to do, to just be. to fix so many holes, so many so called "problems". or better yet, just be better in general.
despite the fact it would fix almost everything, perhaps(?) would it solve this one?

where , where . where?

out there

here

maybe

ive been thinking about it for a while. i know what everyone says, i can hear them. Yet, the words just change in shape and all of a sudden they mean something different. What is this game that people are trying to fool me with? Thats besides the point, i just dont know how to start this off ( Read more... )