The beach trip was awesome. I got to know Sara more :3 Lets just say things with her and I are hm, on hold? Plus, I have thrown in my towel and rooting for my buddy who is also interested in her, so its all good. I am moving to LA soon. Even though, I am fighting the thought, but it feels like it...ish ( Read more... )

I am realising I am getting my hopes up for nothing, so I am going to back off and be more productive. If things happens it will happen, if not then so be it. You are just a friend dee, a friend ( Read more... )

There's this girl I really like ( Read more... )

How is it possible to feel like you're going nowhere yet there are so many places you need to be?

So many people needing...who am I needing? I seem to be alone when its my turn to need...I hope I am making it count.

My Wife got a boyfriend! Yay! <3's

I don't know exactly how it happened, but Kelly will inform me when I see her again.

Hurrah! The situation with the bisexual is over. I am free! Yay! It was, mer, a tedious thing but it draw us apart and probably for the best.
On the other hand, I really want to get out of this place. Oh dee, may you be strong and don't trap yourself.

ps. I am back home and wishes the whole tax thing (with my idiotic brother) will settle soon.

So there's this girl I like and some days I like her then don't. She drives me crazy...not in the good kind, yet I still crawl back to each time. I am starting to wonder if I am addicted to mental abuse. Things are complicated she says, but isn't it always?
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I need to get out of this town.

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I am hopeless.

So threw a anti-v-day on Sunday, which turn out to be a...valentine's party because one of the people that came were a lovey dovey couple. Gah, they are so cute together that they make me want to shoot fat cute babies sometimes. Anyways, we ended up going on a alcohol and hookah run. Smoked the night away and played zombies and king's cup. Which ( Read more... )

Gah, I hate running around in circles. It's frustrating!