okay so after my mini meltdown a few days ago i've decided to bring it back ( Read more... )

i'm past my mini breakdown and now feel like a new me, the whole thing is coming back together and i'm discussing the settings and things now all i need to do is plan - this feels like a pointless update and it is until i get other things done but yes gemma is now happy again

=]

period - whoever believes that song are deluded

there are moments in your life when everything fits perfectly, everything runs smoothly and your going along nicely picking up speed then right at the pinacle, right when all the planning is ready to be put into motion you derail and end up nothing more than a car crash on the hard concrete in the ( Read more... )

more often than not theres a time a certain event in your life that makes you sit up and listen more so than others, and most times there are the smaller un-noticed ones that have some bearing on the person you become or want to be, last sunday i think i stumbled blindly into one of those small moments which will forever have a bearing upon my life ( Read more... )

its been forever... i need to get better at updating...

it's been pretty hectic since last update, i've been running around trying to sort out course work and whatever for university and crap like that... i mean you would not believe the trouble i had trying to get an interview with someone about animal rights - it was impossible - the one guy i had ( Read more... )

it's weird when you just sit and all of a sudden it hits you that everything you once knew has gone ( Read more... )

okay so i didn't think i would get all over-emotional when i wrote a story - yeah i wanted it to be sad but not to the point were i'm crying as i write it i mean what the fuck is all that about. and it was only one chapter; okay so it was the final chapter but still i was crying ( Read more... )

for real i have flu - it sucks but i'm not gonna dwell on it okay

i got my lip pierced after about a year or 2 of will i wont i - i finally did it yesterday so thats random fun right there

second i just saw that  xxxx spent new years with her now it begs the question are they back together? because lets be honest right now i dont think that there is ( Read more... )

it's always the same no matter how much you try and pretend even for one second that something in your life is going to be okay, it generally isn't. sure you have friends, but how much do you really know about these friends? how much can you say you genuinely know? i know enough about people, but the friends i see regularly i don't really know them ( Read more... )

bored for sure thinking about doing course work,thinking about the morrissey concert, thinking about a lto of things that i know i shouldnt mainly for my own sanity but whatever fuck it - off to bed cos i'm tired and at work tomorrow - blah

name: gemma

location: here

age you think you'll live to be: over 20 less than 100

how you think you're gonna die ( Read more... )