Once again shot down. He knows he's flirtatious with everyone. God, I fell so unbelievably stupid. And he's just so casual about it and

DAMN IT...

WHEN IS IT MY TURN? WHEN DO I GET WHAT I WANT? WHY DOES IT HURT THIS BAD?

Ok- so here are all the cards on the table one more time. I have NEVER been the one to initiate anything. Quite frankly, I don't know how to. Say "take the initiative" all you want, but it's different for me. And when I finally get the nerve to do it, you're either not in your room or your roomate wakes up or my roomate walks in or you flirt ( Read more... )

Yesterday was quite fun. Classes went well and it turns out that Jeff has joined my stage management and symbolic logic class. Good times ( Read more... )

I have to get over to Lousiana Pizza Kitchen because I left my credit card there last night. Oh shit. Anyway, Jeremy and I went there for dinner... but I need to start back on Friday because I've only been posting really annoying somewhat cryptic stuff lately ( Read more... )

At least, not for me ( Read more... )

I love it. I love my classes ( Read more... )

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Last night was quite fun. Thanks to Rachel for an awesome party. It was fun seeing everyone. Julie- snaps for the Bailey's shakes and Alan and Ergysi for the fireworks... except the one that ran into me... :) So now we're in 2005--- hooray for us. I was going to type a long post--- but I'm lazy... so I'm done for now.

I'm in NYC right now. In the hour I have been here, I ate dinner, dealt with my grandparents broken cable, and started laundry. hooray for Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

Over-reacting? Am I justified? Do I have a right to be upset... Thanks to everyone for putting up with me ( Read more... )