Comments | geneko: i'm so..

geneko

i'm so..

Sep 19, 2004 10:01

i'm so out of it now, i'm lost and i feel like running away from all this and being alone. shutting myself away from all the world, but i dont want to be alone...all i know is whatever happens....happens...and if it's not good for me...i'll always have Shelly and James....because they wont leave me..they wont go anyhwhere..they wont hurt me.

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My Friend anonymous September 19 2004, 10:04:00 UTC

My dear friend Crystal...I am so very sorry for all that you are going through. I wish there was a way for me to take it all away. I know you've been through so much these past few years, and I hate those who have hurt you so very much. I do not understand why your happiness always seems to come to a end so soon. I do not understand how anyone could leave you...or not know if they no longer love you. Your the grestest person I know Crystal. Your always there for others, and I know you can be selfish and greedy but no one is perfect. Your always so nice and kind to me..you've helped me with my problems. And right now, right now i feel so helpless. I can't do anything for you. I cried when you showed me that picture of you...you look so diffrent. Please stop hurting yourself. I'm afraid you'll do something you might regret. Please eat my dear friend, you have to eat. You can not live like this forever. I'm here for you and so are all your other friends. We will do what we can to help you in anyway we can. We love you and we hate to see ( ... )

My Sad Song geneko September 19 2004, 10:40:28 UTC

Adam's Song was always my sad song....

I never thought I'd die alone....another six months I'll be unknown..give all my things to all my friends...you'll never step foot in my room again
you'll close it off, board it up....

the choice was mine I didn't think enough.....I'm too depressed to go on
you'll be sorry when I'm gone....

... anonymous September 19 2004, 10:45:31 UTC

....i thought Sorrow was..from Bad Religion...Or Letter To God from Box Car racer...or was it Cat Like Theif...who stole air from my lungs..

I Gave Him My Heart And He Crushed It.... geneko September 19 2004, 10:47:45 UTC

They all are....they all help me decide what i should do...they help me..

shellymoon September 19 2004, 11:00:27 UTC

Crystal, I love you so much. More than you'll ever know. I'm so grateful that I have you in my life, you're a rare person. You're one of the few people I know I'll always have to lean on, and I'll always be here for you to lean on as well ( ... )