ryan went with me to austin yesterday evening and we got back last night at 3 am. now hes on his way over already. at 930 am. so crazy. we drank coffee and smoked cigarettes and traded souls. we even held hands for a while b/c thats what soul mates do. and we talked about how hes stuck with me. and likewise. probably forever. now its time to ( Read more... )

i just talked to the girl that was keeping frank n. stein and he ran away.

i rescued him when he was the size of my hand and i would have never given him up if it werent for the person i was living with at the time. what a bitch. and now hes gone. right when i am able to have him back. great.

he was the best cat ever.

see ya at 2612stfrd. sweeeeeeeet.

i know amazing people. for the most part.

just the thought of this one kid makes me happy and i dont have to think about how much i miss him and how he isnt here right now. will be again one day.
packing now.

i dont know why im so sick. im ready for it to be over.

30 foot fall tonight. im still in love with butch. and so is my husband. but butch is getting married. fitz tonight ( Read more... )

i kicked my finals asses, basically b/c im incredible.

if there is a word stronger than smashed...that was me friday. could not walk even. im glad i have understanding friends b/c i was belligerent and told people to fuck off a lot ( Read more... )

i finally thought about what you said and im okay now. i know you are sincere in what you say. just friends until you can come home. i can deal with that. just please come home soon. at least you still wanna talk as much as possible. you say its b/c my voice makes everything easier. thanks. just dont forget how perfect you are ( Read more... )

you have really got me fucked up this time. in my head. you on top of everything else going so fucking wrong right now. all at once. and it keeps coming. now youre doubting things. and thats not supposed to happen now. it all seems like bullshit to me. what is this really about? figure it out b/c once im gone, im gone. and i cant handle ( Read more... )

when will everything be okay again?

i feel like im going to explode. and thats just what i need right now.