September 12, 2008.

Leaving that day on my calendar open.

One of my very best friends, Kendra, is getting married! :D!!

I'm so getting her a microwave.

Or something better.

OOooo ( Read more... )

Random me-ness's ( Read more... )

So, yes. How's it going? I know things have been looking a little... depressing on my page for a while. But I thought I should update ( Read more... )

I've never felt so blessed as I do in these trying times.

Friends, thank you.

You've all been so very helpfull to me.

I know I can count on you.

Its hard to express how much I needed you guys, and how much you all came through perfectly. Better than I could have expected. I know my hard parts aren't over, but now I know I can get through

Clicking the X on the DL chatbox was the hardest click of my life, if that doesn't sound completely silly.

I'm not sorry in the least for spamming your inboxes.

I think Jenna's words have helped the most so far "I know you'll come out on the better end of it when it's over- and it will be over, eventually. "

I think that alot.

But I didn't this time. Because I'm so lost. And I've got a hold on it now.

It was early in the morning when she got home after being out all night, my mom. I stayed in her apartment and slept on the couch. She came in and went to bed, then got up again around noon. I was still up there. She was slurring a little, but I didn't really pay attention. She got on the computer and I was still sitting on the couch. She was ( Read more... )

Truth is, I started crying when I read all the messages for me at Dae Luin.

There's a different breed of human there.

They're good people.

And they'll probably never know how much it means to me.

(I'm lost.)