bah
I am a fool
I can feel it once again
It springs up from the emptiness i keep inside
The emptiness that I no longer desire to fill
But it still eats away at me in the middle of the night
Sleep is denied me
And jealously flows through me
Even though I know not what jealously feels like I know that is what I should be feeling
Rage builds inside of me
For my stupidity And I know there is no escaping it I know I will be cursed with this mindset forever. Ive said far to much already Even though for some of you I know you will complain And others of you will believe you know what all of this is about
I promise I will get sleep sometime soon. I wont give you any more reason then normal to worry about me. And when I say normal I mean none of you out there should be worrying about me that is normal.