Here is an idea: at the end of each week, you will check in with me and have to prove that you have done a certain amount of writing and/or other productive activity. If you have, I will buy you a slice of pizza. If you have not, I will kick you twice in the balls while wearing pointy shoes. How does that sound for motivation?
i'm a little behind, seeing as i just now read this and you wrote it about 3 weeks ago.
i feel exactly the same way. i waste all day working and then go home and watch tv or use the computer because i'm too lazy or scared or apathetic to do anything that might actually matter to me. because there's no consequences otherwise, aside from just adding to my disappointment and frustration with myself. but that's such an impossible battle - why care if i hate myself, as long as i have the internet to numb my brain until work again?
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i feel exactly the same way. i waste all day working and then go home and watch tv or use the computer because i'm too lazy or scared or apathetic to do anything that might actually matter to me. because there's no consequences otherwise, aside from just adding to my disappointment and frustration with myself. but that's such an impossible battle - why care if i hate myself, as long as i have the internet to numb my brain until work again?
we need some ass fires, man.
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