ThE eLeMeNt

Oct 20, 2004 20:39


The element is so amazing, its the only place where I feel whole, and respect myself.  Its a wonderful feeling.  The words in the music described my feelings so perfectly...."Im falling on my knees, offering all of me.  Jesus you are all this heart is living for.  Your all I want, Your all I need, Your everything...everything." Wow is all I can say ( Read more... )

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arayofclouds October 21 2004, 01:10:54 UTC
Im so glad you felt what i did. Tonight was our night, i love god. I love you. You are so wonderful =)

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what a surprise killa_glock October 21 2004, 01:24:21 UTC
sam i can't believe the person you have become! i know we don't talk anymore but judging by your journals idon't think we would get along that much anyway. you have become the person you never wanted to be and the person that your mom always wanted you to be. you let her take control and determine whom it is you are. even though religion and jesus is bullshit, i'm happy that you have something to believe in i guess. i really think you should take a break from everything though and see who you want to be while you still are young enough and have the chance to do so. i mean tell me if i'm wrong and this is how you've wanted it all the time, on your knees praying to some false icon that gives you hope and wastes your time. the friends you make at the element aren't true friends but instead they are brainwashed to brainwash.be different, be yourself and don't act, dress, or look a certain way for anyone. your past few journals piss me off and are just complete bullshit.revolt samantha be the person you want to be, be differnt by being ( ... )

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Re: what a surprise arayofclouds October 21 2004, 16:04:23 UTC
Maybe she wants to be who she is, maybe she has been working toward that goal. Maybe you are the bullshit here. You need some serious hope in your life, dont put her down for being who she wants to be. She wouldnt do soemthing she didnt want too. Sam has never needed acceptance, the only person who needs to accept her is herself. And i am her true friend. Nothing you say, and nothing you post can ever change that. Dont go typing things in journals to make people feel bad. Dont read it if you dont like it...

God Bless You.

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Re: what a surprise arayofclouds October 21 2004, 16:14:30 UTC
Im sorry for being an asshole but sam is a genuine person. Why do you care what she does? I dont get what you think your going to accomplish by trying to make her feel bad about loving god... but yeah you really should try to go to thelement it opens up minds & hearts. Maybe youll change your mind.

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Re: what a surprise killa_glock October 21 2004, 18:59:00 UTC
i wasn't trying to make her feel bad i was telling her what i thought. i used to know her (or at least i thought i did) i used to hang out with her before you corrupted her with your false ideas and your "god". i'm glad she has friends and something to believe in but i just wanted her to think about it first and see if it is right... you brought her to the element and showed her that said of the story and i was trying to tell her the other side. no need to get defensive the comment wasn't posted for you to respond to anyway.

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pocket_jew October 21 2004, 18:33:18 UTC
HEY SAM, THIS IS SAM!!!! Lol, I support your decision about God and Christ, I'm going through the same judgement right now also. I love you kid, i'm glad you found a place to worship at, where you feel whole at. I go to cornerstone chapel, and I feel the same way about it as you do.

<3

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everybody spictor_77 October 21 2004, 19:58:39 UTC
april= awesome. i agree with sam, thelement is thuroughly enjoyable. i have been going off and on for years and i now finally enjoy it for what it is supposed to be and not for social purposes. i totally respect anyones decisions on religion but i disagree with being totally closed minded. even if you dont believe what is offered it is still a good way to live your life. what ever makes people truely happy should be done.

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Re: everybody pocket_jew October 22 2004, 05:53:16 UTC
I have new found respect for you Victor, not that that means much.

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swfool October 22 2004, 02:03:39 UTC
Stop telling her that things are false and that they aren't friends. I personally hate the element and I don't agree with organized religion but it is NOT my place to step in a tell anyone that they are wrong and that their beliefs are wrong.

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pocket_jew October 22 2004, 05:52:59 UTC
Go Andy Man!!

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killa_glock October 22 2004, 19:12:18 UTC
shut up ass, its for sam to think about not to tell her she is wrong

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