I thought me and Jodi had something special..I wouldn't take it back for the world no matter what is to happen in the future...The memories make the pain worth it and at least I know I'll have her friendship if nothing else.

My parents basically told me I'm going nowhere in life and that I'm a screwed up person and to save up and get the hell out of their house...I'm in pain.....I've never been this low before....all is going downhill....I've never been so lost in my life...

for once in my life...

Well here's my first posting. I only did this because Jodi suggested it so Jodi, you should feel special. You're wonderful. I feel sick. I had a monster. I am so done with those things. I have homework that I haven't done and have to wake up at 8 so should sleep. Wow...my priorities are out of line. Whatever, life goes on.