I'm at this point where I just have to write. This may be a book. It may be a line. Probably the latter because I am tired.

In fact, not even a line. I can't write anything.
I get so depressed when the lights go out.
without you.

I don't like girls... I like the idea of girls in my past. I miss those girls. I miss those chances.

Greetings from the city of Elmhurst and Elmhurst College ( Read more... )

It gets so bad sometimes, it hurts to breath.

Something happened tonight; and for a split second, I felt like my whole life had been torn in two. I don't think I've ever felt the way I felt when this happened. Thank goodness it turned out not to be real.

I'm still the same idiot guy I've always been, superficially insecure and afraid of

If you knew what I felt inside of me right now, I think you'd be surprised ( Read more... )

Not by popular demand, but because I love someone very dearly who reads this, and I hope she still will, cuz sometimes, it's the only way I can keep up with her life and she with mine.

So yes, this one is for you CB.

This is my last LJ entry. I'm deleting this account, along with my xanga. There is just no point. I've finally grown out of it.

that is all.

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So, I want to say something, but no one is here to listen.
I was reading through my other blog...the one I say real stuff in...because certain people can't read it...
well, it's all emo. It's stupid. Why do I let someone get to me like that.
People aren't worth it. especially this one.
things you learn.

Well, I have a gambling problem.
It wouldn't be so bad if I could learn to back down. But that's not my style.
So now I'm broke. Again.

You scored as Chemistry. You should be a Chemistry major! As if that isnt clear enough, you are deeply passionate about Chemistry, and every single chemical reaction and concept fascinates you. Pursue that!

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