As the title says...
I haven't felt like myself lately. Pinning hope where it doesn't belong to be pinned, and feeling like I haven't made any progress since I've arrived here in the desert.
I'm not sure if I've made one step forward, or two steps back.
Now...-what- I am is starting to leak into my thoughts.
...Sometimes I wonder if I have a soul. If my feelings are real, and if I -count- for something.
I was so happy the other day...
We have new huts too.
Don't know anyone in mine...Hope they're nice...