Right - admission - I'm attending AA - regularly - like every day - as in: "You either drag yoursorry ass to meetings every day or check into rehab or you're out on it!"  Message heard loud and clear, and I opted for the easier of the three.  I need the job at the moment and will admit that my drinking was way out of hand ( Read more... )

Right - o...I feel like I can't make the right decision or go in the right direction, so I just sit still and make myself small.  People leave me alone; I'm quiet and small ( Read more... )

And so life rolls on...like a muddy river - but rolling ( Read more... )

Bought a new printer/scanner/fax yesterday...it's real pretty sitting in the box!  Hoping I can figure how to set it up so it communicates with the WIFI - this will mean I can lie in my spot and do all my work without having to get up, except to visit the facilities...caught myself as I almost typed "get up to get a beer"...I've been hop-less for ( Read more... )

Been a long while, but know that I am alive and well, and no longer resemble the clown in the picture.  The hair's grown in, the freakish smirk is gone and I've got a small scar on my upper lip from a bar fight.  Yea, read that right...details are boring - the usual idiocy ( Read more... )

It cannot be said that I'm not a fighter - if the cause strikes my fancy and I'm high enough :)  and soooo, I'm doing a bit more at the office to keep the 9-5.  Actually volunteered to do a bit of overtime to help out a project that isn't even in my dept.  Yea, it's not beyond me to do a bit of brown nosing now and again...besides, I'm actually ( Read more... )

We've been warned...layoffs are a comin'.  Should see some empty desks at the end of the month - been happening every quarter, but we sorta thought they might be on an even keel last time 'round.  Not the case, and more are on the horizon.  I'd volunteer, but thought not to be stupid.  My number will not be on the list - I'm cheap hard labor these ( Read more... )

rained a bit this morning, which does nothing good for my mood - but "washed away the filth off the streets".  yea - there's a bit of garbage even in the upscale neighborhood i live in...inevitable when you get more than two humans together ( Read more... )

rained a bit this morning, which does nothing good for my mood - but "washed away the filth off the streets".  yea - there's a bit of garbage even in the upscale neighborhood i live in...inevitable when you get more than two humans together ( Read more... )

Once again I am reminded why I should not get high.  Or maybe it's the Indian food ( Read more... )