Happy Birthday Geno - Febuary 23rd ( Read more... )

I want to write right now. My heart is so saddened and drained, I cant take this constant feeling, the feeling that I give to myself... I wish I knew what could take the pain away. None of my usual escapes are working at all, I try and try to get out but I find my way back to that same corner. I dont think I have too many more exits before they ( Read more... )

When the Earth turns upside down and were all falling towards the abyss, who will have the strength to find the light. Will I have the strength? Will someone carry me if I cant make it it on my own? I think not, I know I can make it alone, but who would I rescue? The sun would flee the sinking ship Gaia but the loyal moon would go down with the ( Read more... )

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It feels as if this last weekend was actually a whole month compressed into 4 days..Its hard to go back to normal life knowing how things can actually be.. Like sipping pleasure, "Here, have a taste, but after you cant have anymore." The wedding surpassed all my expectations and really gave me a chance to bring out a side of me that long lay ( Read more... )

I havn't made an entry in quite some time now.. I guess it just keeps passing by my mind or.. maybe, it doesn't even make it to my mind n'just settles with the rest of my half baked forgotten thoughts back in the file cabinet.. Its a shame I lost the key ( Read more... )

Dependence-In being In-Dependent through life's formal /casual-ties, of any lost fragment (ex. Identity), ties into the knots that we can't untangle ourselves. Tugging, Tearing, Pulling away, Going a-stray, Losing your way, Lost from the path, in plain view, view of pure wrath. The weight is.. Too-much-To-hold-on-Two, is better than on our alone ( Read more... )

Just letting everyone know I write everything on my journal and all of it comes from my mind... if I dont write it im gonna write, quote, from now on... thx, lot of people were askin bout it..

I am so sick of constant competition to stay on top.. I dont want to settle down to the bottom nor linger in the middle but it takes so much effort to stay up in all aspects of life.. Our society is such a drain.. I just wanna drink ma apple juice and rub my tummy then drift off to sleep and get lost in my dreams.. Reality's possessive nature is ( Read more... )

I was riding in the car with two girl friends of mine up front listenin to my cd player on the way to a bon fire, I listened to a song thats very close to my heart and i got a big smile on my face. As the memory that tied with the song drew on a tear started to fall down my cheek, I thought it was out of happiness but then I felt that same pain ( Read more... )