I began doing some quick yoga/stretches this morning, my sister joined in with regular gym class stretches.  I was confused because she usually does some yoga with me ( Read more... )

I just want to give a shout out to tobacco.  You're always there, and you complete me.  You make my throat and chest hurt, but I'll ingest you regardless.  When I yearn for friends, you're always there to fill the void.  You only fuck my lungs up, and my gums.  Whenever I'm sad you make me feel okay.  I run to you because I depend on you twice a ( Read more... )

I wanted to read stories of other people sleeping by fans so I could feel relations.  Then I randomly found something on Korean fan-death ( Read more... )

Why do I percieve "love" as such an embarrasing and awkward emotion?  I barely admit I love many people, even when I want to say so.  I'm happy when other people say it first.  What's my problem ( Read more... )

In a more released mood, I share photos long kept chinese seclet?;


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A rant on my problems.

First, there's a game on lj called "Farm of Happiness"?  That's disturbing to me.

Next, I stayed up till almost 3:30 in the morning printing off and making copies of a 4-page scholarship application, as well as my 4-page SAR...The application itself took 2 hours to complete because they request EVERY detail on what I spend my ( Read more... )

I lived with Eddie in an apartment.  We kissed, touched and loved.  We tried to hide it in front of our co-workers, but that didn't really work.  We didn't care.  It felt so good, and he knew I felt more stable, and a softer person when I was around him.

That's where I left the part of me that wants to be with someone, and I still haven't been able ( Read more... )

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I'm giving Oshkosk wisconsin a look tonight.  The university has a tv/radio/film program, and it looks like people can keep themselves occupied hobby-wise with social gatherings based on things I like; horror and movie making.  I was reading people's opinions on Oshkosh @ city-data forums, and everyone says the same things- "dirty ( Read more... )

I was attacked today at the bank.  She is a very loud employee with a giant mouth.  Her smile looks painful ( Read more... )

my negative mood grants me desire to post a journal today ( Read more... )