There's not much to what happened today, not nearly as much in comparison as to how I'm feeling at the moment. It never seems to fail me, I'm always finding myself depressed at random times. When it does happen, I feel so empty...like a shadow of the wind ( Read more... )

We have a murderer on the loose in our area, it's kinda freaky, but it's not that big. My mom is flipping out saying that we have to lock all the doors and windows like there's a nuclear holocost going on. I'm not too worried...but with my luck I'll probably be the next victim tomorrow ( Read more... )

What a day, I feel like those string dolls where if you pull on a tab on the bottom they collapse into a heap. Yeah, I'd be collapsed right now. This morning for school was fine, I was a little rushed but whatever ( Read more... )

It's only 1:30 and I'm blogging, but oh well. I'm downloading Voodoo by Godsmack because Brittany got me addicted to it. Finally I'm finding some new music that I like, it's so hard for me to do that ( Read more... )

Not much happening...as usual ( Read more... )

Another day and more drama. My sister Allison is really upset, and I don't blame her...more of depressed really. She lives with her dad and he said that if she decides to move in with her boyfriend or her boyfriend's parents when she turns 18 (Sept. 27th) he'll cut off ALL ties with her and never talk to her again. Ever ( Read more... )

Today was difficult, I could not bring myself to stay awake. Since last night I've been dead to the world. After my entry yesterday, I did my chores, ate, then went to marching band ( Read more... )

A couple weeks ago I became so tired that I couldn't sleep...call it an oxymoron if you will. Either way, I decided to go through my desk drawers (which are a holy wreck) and stumbled upon my old Literature journal. Frequently I would write poems and such...I know they're primitive but I still kinda like them. Here one from October 24th, 2002 ( Read more... )

Wow, my tounge really hurts. I burned it this morning when I had my cup of tea...I thought it had cooled down and I took a sip only to have my tastebuds be incinerated. Smart huh ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Ugh, I had to go to school today. It really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be...but still, I want to sleep in. Oh well, such is life, unfortunatly. I get to start off my first semester with some History, Band, Gym, Physics (bleh), and Math. I'm not nearly as enthused as I was last year. I guess it's just because I know it'll be ( Read more... )