All i wana know is why the fuck do people enjoy fucking with peoples heads, do they realize that their teasy ways just completely fux with a persons head, what the hell is up with that bs. I think its time to stop trying to be happy and just be the depressed fuckin asshole that i truely am, theres nothing to loose so why not...

I'm thinking about just keeping to myself for a little while, i'm just realy not in the mood to be around people right now and i think this mood is gunna be around for a while but w/e ( Read more... )

Yet another intresting and pretty random night for me, this spring break has been so good and im raly happy about it. I just hope it can all continue during weekends, and i realy likd the sboer nights alot, I still acted messed up but that what happens when im tired but its fun. I learned that closets can be realy fun.

I dont know what to think right now...theres just so much shit running through my head, and my dad being out of a job isnt helping and then theres just all the other random shit going on but hopefully everything will just work out for once. Its like kinda late in the afternoon and i still havent showered yet and my cloths arent even done in the ( Read more... )

this is just fuckin great, my dad is pretty much out of a job right now which realy fuckin blows... He's worked for the damn company for so long and they can pretty much tell him when he's out of a job.Its such bullshit how they can just do that to a person.

I never thought i would have such a great spring break and its not even over yet... sure it has a few down moments every now and then but w/e, im enjoyng myself. Im confused about some stuff but w/e man, i can deal with it, ive just been realy laid back and uncaring about alot lately which doesnt always end out good nothing seems realy messed up ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fuckin awsome. Flushing is just filled with asians and for some reason during the few minutes i was alone walking into different stores i felt like i wasn't even in the country because everyone would stop and glance at the white guy and then continue what they were doing...I just love feeling akward around people for some reason, i ( Read more... )

It's been an awsome spring break so far...last night was the best random night i've had in a long ass time, probably scince november or a hobo-journey.I realy hope the city is cool as hell today because i love to follow up a great day with a more mellow-chilledout day.

i have decided that when i wake up in the morning im gunna start listening to music while playing drums and im gunna use my brushes so that it will help out my single stroke rolls because the brushes dont bounce at all, all this will help me learn grooves and help me make my own.I realy dont know why im saying any of this in here but whatever... I ( Read more... )

last night was pretty damn cool. I realy thought it was gunna suck but everyone is realy chill and pretty damn funny, lorii vomited everywhere even on me but its no big deal because that shit happens sometimes. I didnt get messed-up though but i didnt realy want to because of the chinese food i ate and to to make sure people would be ok and also so ( Read more... )