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[gentleindiff]

notes to self:

ana's grad party / knock knolls thing saturday (card for ana signed by kennedy's boys??)
spelling bee starts wed
ryan's bday thingie tues

...yes those are in backwards order...

get a wax, go shopping for sextoys with lynda, buy shorts before vacation, find out about payment for preschool, DON'T EAT

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[dawned_slave]

Hi Gentle, found your post, totally forgot about my account, lol.

How did your shopping go? Find anything nice?

Out of curiosity have you been to the doctor's about your eating problem?

[gentleindiff]

i'm gonna go shopping later this week. i'm looking mainly for some leg restraints, a gag, etc...

[gentleindiff]

forgot to answer your last question.

no, i've never been to a doctor. i used to go to a therepist for depression related things, but once that was all fixed I stopped and this came way after. unfortunaely, im not sure I could go to the same therepist anymore because we are such good friends now. she specializes in eating disorders (ironically) and is PHENOMENAL but now I nanny her kids and we such good friends that I'm not sure I could bear for her to know. i'm still at a healthy weight (that icon i have isn't of me) and it hasn't been going on for an insanely long time or anything. i have a few friends that know, including mike (the boy i'm "involved" with but not dating, just really amazing sex and a really tight friendship) and they want me to seek help but i don't think i'm at a place where i have to yet. when i desire to fix it (and i definitely won't want to until i lose a bit more weight) i want to try it sans-therepy first.

thanks for your concern tho :-D

[dawned_slave]

Leg restraints and gag :-D Try the sub shop I linked you to. Not sure about America but in England the sex shops charge you through the nose with little choice and usually poor quality, unless you can find a proper BDSM market (online is second best to a proper BDSM market, lol).

Fair point :-D. You're right - as long as you aren't technically underweight you aren't doing any harm to yourself - it's your choice where on the BMI 'safe weight' area you want to be :-D First way to prevent a problem from happenning is to spot that it could happen and you sound like you've got it well in hand.

- Dawned xxx

[shadowofamodel]

looks like you have a fun week! Try and get something in your stomach, even if it is simply to keep you from binging later. Running on complete empty can be really not-fun sometimes. Good luck!