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[gentleindiff]

i don't know what to do. my mom says if i have an "eating problem" she won't let me go back to scoool. ugh! i could fix this if i want to, but i want to fix it for msyelf not to appease someone else. otherwise i'll just relapse. and i don't want to fix it yet. it feels too good. i'm too successful. i need this. i need to keep my mind from mike and

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[anonymous]

OK. I think I need to tell you my story in hopes that you will hear me. I want nothing more than to help someone else who has gone through this. I went away to college my freshman year. I loved it. I loved the freedom and the whole experience. I was borderline anorexic when I left but it worsened when I came home that summer. I had lost 40 lbs but was still 140 (a healthy weight) when I had a life threatening arrythmia (heart beat abnormality) caused by starving myself. I almost died and was in ICU for a week. My parents did not let me go back to college. I finiahed at a local college between hospitalizations for my anorexia. Let me tell you what Ilearned