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1. i used to have no self identity - i only found myself in what others said i was.
2. i am very slow to anger, very quick to forgive... if asked for forgiveness...
3. if not, i am a very spiteful and vindictive person.
4. i am not a person prone to jealousy
5. i used to pride myself on the fact that i could piss anyone off.
6. i try to ignore naysayers.
7. i love being underestimated... to an extent.
8. i enjoy a peaceful argument.
9. i am loud because that is the only way i was able to get attention when i was little and it is a hard habit to break.
10. i do not like people who do not understand the concept of "being tactful"
11. i usually will not lash back at anyone who lashes out at me - the only exception to that is when the other person has decided that i "deserve what is coming to me"
12. when i am infuriated and frustrated and am obviously not getting anywhere, i need to work out or do something strenuous, or else i get violent.
13. when i am wearing a beanie and the hood of my hoody is up, that is a sign for "go the fuck away or risk my wrath"
14. hoodies are my favorite article of clothing for my upper body, cargo pants for lower.
15. i pick up on the most incredibly subtle signs. and sometimes i expect others to pick up on them because i can, not remembering that it is a gift, and thats when miscommunication occurs.
16. i am unbelievably resourceful.
17. i have been known to be the snake whispering in everyone's ear...
18. when i lose everything, nothing is beneath me and i will not stop until i feel i have exacted upon the person(s) responsible for my downfall a revenge that causes as much pain as i have experienced.
19. there is a time and place for saying everything. to have tact is to know when is the right time to say what. some things are accidents, granted, but certain subjects people broach are completely inappropraite for the company at that moment. i.e. when i and a friend are with two girls and he brings up how he can crap a mighty turd and i am the only one who can beat him, i get a little annoyed.
20. i do not like blatantly rude people.
*21. i will defend anyone who is being insulted and is not there to defend themself, no matter what they have done to me. true or not, the fact is, i am gonna step up and tell you to shut up if i hear you talkin shit about someone behind their back. if you got beef, dont be a pussy and hide. tell him/her.
22. if i smoke with you, it is an honor i am bestowing upon you. do not think i am smoking with you for the hell of it. i do not smoke with just anyone.
23. i HATE when people think that i have ulterior motives when i dont.
24. i can read people....
25. my views on life and living are drastically different from most peoples because my experiences and learning style are drastically different from other people.
26. i feel best about myself on a diving board.
27. i try to learn different things from different cultures and practice them in my life.
28. if i offer you my hand, and you spit on it, i will offer it again once more. if you spit on it again, i will step on your fingers so you fall to your death.
29. i like metaphors.
30. i think there is a reason things happen the way they do, but i also think the way things turn out are wholly a result of our own decisions.
31. i dont believe in fate, i just like using her as a scapegoat.
* = note, this was selectively enforced until last saturday.)