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oops
Shit.. my head is so fucked up right now that I did not realize that I'd already posted about the fucked-upedness of the media situation. Oops, sorry!!!!!! -
Meltdown
So the situation is this ( Read more... ) -
Dream Job or Nightmare?
On Thursday afternoon I was called on my cell phone by QCC and offered the fulltime media position. I accepted and nearly cried in relief and happiness. It was all I'd hoped and dreamed for, this is something I need, the next step I need to take in life. Working two part time jobs over the last few years has slowly ground me down and burnt me ( Read more... ) -
Snow sucks
God damned this snow. It took me nearly two hours to get home from work today and I thought that was bad... it's 8pm as I write this, my wife got out of work around 3ish. She's still not home! Her cell phone is almost out of juice, her bus is stranded.. and there's nothing I can do but sit here and worry my balls off. Just spent an hour ( Read more... ) -
Interview: Done
So I had the interview. I'd love to sit here and tell you that I aced it and that I have no doubts, but that would be a lie. Truth is, my anxiety disorder kicked into hyperdrive as I sat at a long table with four strangers and one almost-stranger (and a known backstabber) grilled me for forty-five minutes ( Read more... ) -
The big day
Tomorrow, Thursday, I interview for the full time position at QCC ( Read more... ) -
Shtuph
It's been a hell of a week, that much I have to say. Between a few nasty scuffles with my significant other, working a few day shifts for my media job, and my youngest kitty (Linus) getting very, very sick... I learned just what a REAL panic attack is like. I thought I'd had them before, but not at this level. There were moments this week when I ( Read more... ) -
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Ever wish you could go to sleep and never wake up? I do. Tonight especially. -
Precipice
Can't sleep tonight. My gut in in a knot. I've been up since 4:30am on Thursday morning. Today, Friday, I am working both jobs, I'll be working until 10pm and getting up early Saturday morning to work a day shift. Then I get to come home and move very heavy furniture. Somewhere in there I need to take some landscape photos before Monday. ( Read more... ) -
Solemn vow
I swear on the Flying Spaghetti Monster... the next grown man to call me "chief" in casual conversation better be wearing protective headgear.
That is all.