Umm....yeah...i havent been writing in my journal very consistently. I am so lazy, this week has been long and stupid. I am so tired...i need sleep and an escape. But...Where can you go to escape from yourself?...

Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing -

--William Shakespeare

So I went out to lunch today with my family for my aunts birthday {lets just say she turned....20...okay?} So we are sitting at our table waiting for out food, when all these ladies come in and sit at the table next to us. It wouldn't have been that abnormal, except all the women were wearing Red Hats and Purple Pant suits. They were all matching ( Read more... )

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider yourselves better than others"{Phil.2:3 ( Read more... )

You Dont Know Me ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do. Today we started auditions for Jack and the Magic Beans, and somehow the whole scene was very depressing. I think it is just a pride issue { which i need to deal with asap}....part of me feels like I am to good for a part in the reject play. All the seniors who didnt get a part were going to drop the class originally, but ( Read more... )

You Can Close Your Eyes ( Read more... )

There is a man in my church who has cancer, and today people were giving blood for him. I chickened out for fear of a needle..and the whole i was thinking, I am terrified of two seconds of pain while this man is living with cancer 24/7. I can be so selfish and shallow sometimes....and i fear that I am becoming completely non-compassionate. I can ( Read more... )

No one knows what it's like ( Read more... )

We had our last day of auditions today. It went better than I thought. I know i did not get a part, but I am not alone....and seriously, as long as I am still alive and in one piece, its nothing more then a bad day. I have accepted the fact that I'll have nothing to do with the main play, but I am actually looking forward to the other play, which ( Read more... )