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[gentlybreaking]

Going to my dad's this weekend.
It's gonna suck.
No partying for me..

Call the cell if you need me.

Love!!

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[lost_snowflake]

oh god......ONE weekend without alcohol. you're beginning to disappoint me!!!!!

[gentlybreaking]

Honestly Lace,
I appreciate the concern and everything
But I'm going to live my life the way I live it.
If that disappoints you then I'm sorry
But I don't really want to hear how I'm only letting one more person down.
It's not like I'm prostituting myself
I'm not doing HARD drugs like coke or heroin like I COULD be because I'm not completely fucking retarded.
Yes, I drink, I have a good time.
It's not going to KILL me.
I'm enjoying my teen years because I never had a childhood.
SHOOT ME!
I'm tired of listening to how horrible I'm living my life according to your standards

[lost_snowflake]

okay. i wasn't judging you. i don't think any worse of you at all it's just i know the effects of alcohol and drugs and there are lots of teenagers who die from alcohol poisoning etc etc and so if my concern or worries about you bother you, then i don't know what to tell you. yes you will live your life the way you want it. i don't mind that cause you only live once. but don't sit there and tell me that I'M not perfect. i know i'm not, but i go to college and i work 2 jobs and i pay my bills and i live on my own and i don't drink and i don't do drugs and i don't smoke. what am i doing to harm myself, just out of curiousity? i'm just worried about you because i love you so much. you're like my little sister and it would suck if something happened to you. if you want me to back off, fine. i'll go away. and you should know that i will argue, cause lord knows i would argue with a fence post if i could. no one is right in our situation, it's all opinions. i just wish you would value mine and see where i am coming from before getting all

[gentlybreaking]

I do value your opinion. I said that I appreciated your concern, and yes I realize you go to college, you live on your own etc etc. I'll be going to University next year, I already pay my own bills, I work just like anyone else too. I just like to have fun. I know my limits, I know when to stop. I'm cxareful when I drink and I only drink around those I trust. I know that you love me and care about me, and you're just worried, but it just seems that you're looking down on me for my own choices. I may live my life differently than the way you live yours but it doesn't mean that I'm less of a person. And you come accross as judging and preaching. It hurts me when you say that I'm such a disappointment to you, but I'm not going to give up my life because of that. I cherish your friendship and I really do appreciate the fact that you care. I don't want you to go away, and I value your opinions but in this situation your opinions get repetitive and.. I dunno it just seems like you look at me and the way I'm living my life like I'm such a

[lost_snowflake]

your last comment made me cry