hi everyone, i'm still alive. (just in case you were wondering.) stuff. i can't be bothered to explain my life on here at the moment. i'm missing people though. maybe you, you reader of livejournal, whoever you are. sweet sweet baby, life is crazy...

ok, bye.

this seems to be the place i turn to when i don't really know what to say...which doesn't make sense because i have to write something if i'm going to post it. i don't know, it's silly, yes. it's late and i shouldn't be up right now. i wouldn't be awake and i would've gotten things done if i had a better control on myself. but too bad i don't ( Read more... )

i started to type some downtrodden thing about how i'm lonely for a family; that is, brothers and sisters in Christ. and i'm still wanting more of that here, but i'm thanking God for bryan. and thank God for angel. i'm learning more about my needs and why i feel them. i mean, really recently my mind just went into a frenzy of sorts at trying to ( Read more... )

hum hum hummmm ( Read more... )

i'm having huge problems getting work done. there is something very wrong with me! i can't get myself to do all the stuff i need to do. i just end up wasting time. it's really stupid and it really sucks ( Read more... )

i wore my lassie shirt. that's always a big hit. 'twas a long day today.

( night is the day turned inside out )

i'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around life as of late. everything keeps getting caught in my hair and i can't get it all out. i can't seem to isolate one idea and comb out the tangles. it's just one big bird's nest, and i'm feeding it with delicately aged literature. i can't take the new stuff right now. it emphasizes oversimplified ( Read more... )

well, here i am, back at sadie lou.

there are so many things i could say.

on the plane in my row, there was a nice, loving mom and her little boy. he was maybe 1.

i feel like i have a huge football inside of me in the chestal region. it's a very strange feeling. i just watched that movie that everyone loves and says they do all the time. the one with jim carrey and kate winslet and changing hair colors and snow and chaos and memory and struggle. it obviously had an effect on me. it put a football inside ( Read more... )

i just want to write some things down so i don't forget ( Read more... )