falling asleep and I am praying to treat the symptoms of letting go of all my hope

Dec 09, 2004 21:22

I feel like everything is gone. what is truth we no longer know. Who knows anyone. I want everyone just to say the truth and how they feel to-wards me, friends, enemies, dating what do you want from me and what do you see. I don't care who writes and i do not know at this time if i will reply to anyones comment. listen if you think i already know ( Read more... )

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i heart you! hollypoulos December 10 2004, 03:11:42 UTC
mikey-
you know that i think you are an amazing person...i know things have been tough lately..with everything and everyone..believe me i know, but all we can do is look to better ourselves through all of this, and when we are happy with oursleves people will see that...and hopefully through the time of bettering ourselves we will find out who are true friends are because they are the ones that will stick with us through it all, all the ups and the downs...so, keep trying to better yourself but make sure you dont give up, b/c you have a lot of potential that needs to be used! lets make something of ourselves...and leave behind the ones who do not want to travel down the rocky road with us! i am glad that we have become friends, and you know that i would do anything for you! so keep your head up, and im here to talk whenever...lets make a vow to become the people we can, and not worry about all the other things...LET US BE US!
i heart you mikey!

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Dear Mikey angelsainteasy December 10 2004, 03:47:05 UTC
Be yourself, as you know best. I do not understand why so many bite their tongue in the face of adversity, instead of speaking what is the truth, as painful as it is. Pain is natural, unavoidable and temporary- the only times pain becomes unbearable to the person is when that person holds back what they know should be exposed. It is a low of a person to announce to the world the mistakes of others, especially when it is not their right to. I know this post has nothing to do with your writing above, but I just want to let you know that no matter what happens- as long as your breathe, there is still time left to grasp what you dream of. And with that in mind I am going to close with this damn question that I adore for some reason. It is "What if living was the dream and the only way to wake from it is to die?"

Take care.

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mikey, the truth is the most important thing.. dani_bailey2 December 10 2004, 14:28:46 UTC
so therefore be true to yourself.. everything that i have EVER told you is the complete truth.. i don't know what it is goin to happen between us, but i do know that i NEVER want to lose your friendship.. if i've gained anything from these past few months are some good friends.. gaining you has been a huge part in my life.. i know without i would've never realised that it's ok to be emotional and all that.. being emo is finally something i understand.. and def is what i am.. i just want you to know that everything you say has meaning behind, i really don't know what that bitch amanda was talking about.. cause really she's the one who has no clue.. you are the farthest thing from being a poser.. don't let anyone tell you who to be, just be yourself and i know you are good at that.. i've never met anyone quite like you.. i think about you often.. everyday actually, i miss you very much and i hope to hear from you soon.. and also see you soon.. you're an amazing person.. maybe you haven't accomplished everything that most people have, ( ( ... )

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_bl00dy_romance January 1 2005, 20:09:45 UTC

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_plato January 4 2005, 19:23:29 UTC
mmmm BACARDI LIMÓN

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_plato January 4 2005, 19:21:17 UTC
I'd burn alive to keep you warm when you're alone. Shiver under blankets in
the basement where our secrets sleep. You pour the liquor on the staircase,
girl. Pass the flask and close your eyes. Are you grieving for what we've
become? Are you running from that room? We set the evidence on fire. We
light cigarettes and chase out old regrets. Are you grieving for tonight? I
smell the sulfur on her skin (breathe in). Yesterday will be the end of you
and I. Yesterday will be the end of shoulders where we rest our head. Now we
grieve for tomorrow goes on without us. Now we breathe for no one else.
Everything is broken slowly sinking under waiting for tomorrow waiting for
the grave to tell me that she's lonely. Open up and hold me slowly feel my
body becoming one and only. Death is just an excuse to forget you. Now we
run from ourselves. Hope lies not in the mirror. I'll burn alive for you.

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