Melinda should not have been cut yesterday. She has so much more talent than blake. She should of won the whole damn thing. American Idol is so rigged.

Mark and i are back together. I figure that i must really love him, as i am finding myself relating him in most of my conversations with people, and constantly thinking about him whether its good or bad things, he is still my one concern.. If i didn't care about him then why have i been so depressed/helpless these past few weeks ( Read more... )

So i'm heartbroken, alone, and working 24/7. probably a good mix ( Read more... )

So mark and i are broken up. i dont know for how long.. i'm not explaining it. i may explain this for myself privately. there is no one else i want to be with, and it's sad that it had to end this way but via the circumstances, it will be better for me to not be with him. needless to say, ive spent this past week [month] crying and it sucks ( Read more... )

three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to give back to me

I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me

but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite endsit scares me to ( Read more... )

and im spending it alone. my dads golfing, my moms working, cindys working, sam is away at school, and other people have no intention of spending it with me because im basically meaningless to them and ive spent the past 2 nights crying and geez these things always happen at the best time... but at least my moms making me a cake and i get my ( Read more... )

r.i.p. laura zuk. she graduated from mcb in november. :( life just isnt fair.. :(

A thousand stars,
You will have my word,
I’m bright enough,
To fill these cracks,

A familiar place,
A familiar voice,
Makes it so hard.
To make a choice,
I don’t know if I should stay,

I ran to you like water
I threw my body in
And I'll stand up on the ocean
Just to show you that I am strong, strong
But what if I am wrong

My thoughts and prayers go out the the victoms and their families at Virgina tech..

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coheed spill canvas and straylight run are going to be at warped this year.. so i guess it's worth going for me. but i might just have to go to it by myself this year ( Read more... )