Alexandria Claudine Faith Edwards. Thats the name of the most beautiful girl in the world (aside from my wife). She was born around 1am yesterday morning which would be the 28th. Shes great. She so beautiful I cant wait to watch her grow up. The first boy that tries to go out with her will be hung on the porch as a warning to other boys. ( Read more... )

Pizza shack. Now thats where its at. Wow didnt know anything could suck so much. Well anyways its way better than the retarded army. Ryan works there, TJ works there (you little perv you)Steve works there. I just cant find my cool. Maybe its because I worked there only one day and all the highschool kids freak me out. I didnt realize how far ( Read more... )

I went to a concert last night and it was great. If anyone hasnt heard of the decemberists youve got to check them out. One of the best concerts ive ever seen.

Indiana is so much better than the military. The problem is I dont know what to do with all of this freedom and I think im screwing me and Amy up. I need to spend more time with her than I have been. Its weird though. I want to have a lot of fun but it all seems so forced. Ive been hanging out with my brother and his friends a lot but I think ( Read more... )

I think Ill write something so disturbing you cant stop reading this crap. What the hell is wrong with my dad? I now and forever disown him. I will never let him see Alexandria or be apart of her life. All he ever did my whole life is punish me and take away my childhood. He grounded me from a season of baseball, bible quizzing, Festival of ( Read more... )

Ok so today was a long day. I was awake at 3am because the staff duty sgt called me in to go to Atlanta and pick up a soldiers mom and take her to the hospital where her son was at. Hes was injured in Iraq. Legal stuffs going good. Temptations are getting deep and complicated. Everything else is going all right.

Im at staff duty again with nothing to do and nothing important to say. Its almost time for dinner. I want to move back to NY so badly. I cant take the army much longer. Oh well thats all ill write more tonight.

I never thought it would come to all of this. Why am I losing faith in something I believe in so much. I spend more time on trivial unimportant things then I do what really matters. It all seems pointless without faith. Whithout faith all I am is nehilistic. Im tired of being so ordinary I wan to be different. I hope the rebellion in my ( Read more... )

ugh Me and my wife had a horrible fight maybe things will get better. Soo depressed.

Everything you thought you knew ended untrue ( Read more... )